![]() Without that visual stimulation, I would rather just watch some reality shows and pass out on the couch. Now that I couldn’t watch strangers having sex, I was having trouble getting hard. My nightly ritual had been to pop on a movie (or three, or 24) and punish the pope in bed before turning off the computer, rolling over, and passing out with one sticky hand thanks to nature's Ambien. My member was more dependent on seeing poles going into holes than I ever imagined.Īfter quitting Fleshbot for some non-porn opportunities, I decided I would give it up for good and find the boners deep within my soul. The straw that broke the camel’s penis, however, was when keeping up with it became my professional obligation. Then, when the internet hit, I had every type of porn known to man just sitting there in my room, waiting for me to masturbate to it. In college I graduated to VHS tapes before DVDs took over. ![]() ![]() In high school I had underwear catalogs (and, yes, Cinemax), and then, after getting a job in a bookstore, I purloined stroke mags that were supposed to be mailed back to the distributor. Oh no, I was still slapping my salami as often as possible, but I had only done it in the company of visual stimulation for as long as I could remember. It’s not that I became desensitized to it. Watching people fuck had lost its magic for me-it was work and I was "doing research" nearly every day. Like most horny uglies with small dicks and big opinions, I took to writing about porn, covering the industry and its gossip on Fleshbot for about four years. I wish I could say it's because I’m hot and hung enough to star in it, but I am neither. It had been a week and I hadn't gotten wood of any kind but the morning variety since.īefore going any further, I should mention that I probably have a more complicated relationship to porn than most people. ![]() In a valiant effort to prove that my cock wasn't indebted to images of manufactured sexual abandon, I had decided to give up pornography altogether to show that I could still beat off like a 15-year-old who just discovered what happens on Cinemax after midnight. ![]()
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